“For me, when I know life is meaningful is when I am at peace, and I know I am at peace when I feel comfort. Not the type of comfort a box of mac and cheese gives me, but the kind of comfort that says I can be here forever. Even if being here means I’m in the worst pain of my life or the deepest darkest anxiety I've ever experienced. Not that peace and comfort means all my problems go away but all my problems are here and so am I.”